Today marks 3 years and it SUCKS! I really miss you so much! Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I wish you could meet my boys. Ryker has your name and acts just like you!! You'd love him and want to beat him! Phoenix is a Rollie polie fat baby but he's so sweet. I know you can see them but oh I wish u were here!! I often think I want to call you and tell you all the things the kids are doing... They're growing up so fast and they really miss you too! I dream of you sometimes and that brings me peace. You are always happy in my dreams. Rylee is starting to look so much like you! He's in preschool too. I love you bubba and I will see you again!!